
Yesterday, shopping in Meijers, I had a Mommy Moment. The funny thing was that I didn't even have the girls with me!!! I had a day off due to Parent-Teacher conferences so the girls went to school and I went on errands. The conferences went really well, but it was just one of those weeks you know?
This is an extremely hectic time of year for me at work. We are prepping for the upcoming Ohio Achievement Tests and I'm pleased to report that my students' progress is blowing me out of the water! They are AWESOME! I was up for reevaluation and so that's been stressful (my principal kept telling me that I had nothing to worry about, but 1) she's my new boss AND 2) this is just one of the things in my life that I take very seriously....it's my job!) It went really well, and I shouldn't have worried. She was very pleased and said I was wonderful, so wonderful that she kissed my feet in front of my class! I wish somebody could've taken my picture right then to register the look of shock on my face. The kids couldn't believe it either. After she left, they asked, "Did she really kiss your foot?" And I said, "She really did. I felt it!" (I had on sandals!) She's awesome to work with and I just love her! (Still, I'm glad my evaluation is OVER!) Anyhow, we just wrapped up grade cards, followed by conferences, doing test prep, filling out the paperwork for next year's supplies, scheduling field trips, etc. It's just B-U-S-Y! I write all this so you can get the state of mind I was in...just a little more emotional than normal!
So with most of my school stuff behind me, I could now give all my attention to Sammy's birthday party! She's been watching the New "Tigger and Pooh" show on the Disney channel and it's her favorite, with Elmo being a close second. So she chose Winnie the Pooh as her theme....Well, I didn't anticipate that the party store would close down the week after Easter with NO warning and there isn't another store in a 50 mile radius that has Winnie the Pooh plates, cups, napkins, etc. However, Elmo is EVERYWHERE! Since Zoe had that as her theme, I was hoping to make Sammy's different and special so even though it was tempting, I stayed the course. In the end, I had to resort to the Mom's Network and was able to get three Winnie the Pooh tablecloths, a really cute candle topper, and a set of cups (Thanks, Jen!). I found Winnie the Pooh mylar balloons at the dollar store and some other little things like Winnie the Pooh chalk, frisbees, books, figures, etc.
So I'm at Meijer and I'm running through the store with my list and think I'll check out their kids' clothes in case they have a Winnie the Pooh shirt (they didn't) and in doing so, I pass the baby aisle....the baby food jars, the baby clothes, the little shoes....and I look at those things and I remember days gone by. Mind you, she's only turning two, but it seems like so long ago. It doesn't help that we are seriously considering sending Zoe to Kindergarten next fall either. My kids are growing up. I'm happy for them, but it's kind of sad for me. I'm not quite ready to let go - even if they aren't going very far. I know that I will, of course, because I would never hold them back from things that they are ready for, but.... Well, it's OK to shed a tear. Even if you're in Meijers, pushing a cart loaded with happy, fun birthday party supplies....